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EKNATH EASWARAN
Even after almost thirty years of teaching
meditation, I still am amazed at how much
more there is to say about it. Words simply
cannot communicate some of the marvelous
experiences which it is our birthright as human
beings to look forward to as contemplation
deepens. Until you yourself get into the
submarine that is meditation and enter the dark
waters of the mind, far below the glittering
surface of consciousness, there is no way to
fathom these experiences. But even those who
meditate sincerely and systematically face serious
obstacles which must be overcome before they can
penetrate the recesses of this vast, uncharted
ocean that is the mind.
The Buddha enumerates five such obstacles:
sensuality, ill will, laziness, restlessness, and
anxiety or fear. Each of these locks us out of
deeper consciousness. Like an inner tube around
a swimmer’s waist, these five obstacles
keep us
from diving below the surface of the mind by
entangling us in the thoughts and experiences of
the outside world.
1. Sensuality
“Sensuality,” in the Buddha’s language, is not a term of moral
judgment. It refers simply to our human tendency to become
entangled in the impressions of our senses – to become so
attached to what brings sensory pleasure or pain that we lose
real freedom of choice. This is a normal biological response,
but when we are trying to enter and master the world within,
it keeps us oriented in just the wrong direction. To turn
inward, we have to detach ourselves from the hold the senses
have on the mind; there is no other way.
The Buddha gave us a useful rule of thumb for dealing with
the senses: neither asceticism nor overindulgence. Don’t do everything your senses tell you, he would say, but don’t try to
starve them into submission either. Train them to be your
friends and allies. That is what the Buddha called the Middle
Path, the road to health and happiness for everybody.
When I try to apply this today, I usually begin with the
compulsive urge to eat when it is not necessary. When you are
hungry, eat what is best for your body. Eating at any other
time shows very slight regard for health, and the mind
becomes obese and tyrannical when it gets its way like this at
the expense of our better judgment.
Simply put, in the matter of food, following the Middle Path
means taking a healthy interest in food but not making food
the end of life. I enjoy good food when it is time to eat, but
until mealtime comes I don’t think about food at all.
Advertisers, by contrast, seem to want us to think about
eating twenty-four hours a day. Whenever I go to the supermarket, I notice how the covers of many popular
magazines display endless varieties of sweets. Under their
influence it is very easy to get into the habit of bringing home
this little treat and that little tidbit to munch on. Even if you
don’t have an eating problem, this habit of automatic buying
and snacking takes a real toll on the mind. It weakens the
will, divides attention, and keeps thoughts turned outward
toward the sense-world – just the opposite of what we need to
enter the world within.
If you love your children, I would say, don’t get them into the
“sweets” habit at all – and if you love adults, don’t encourage
them in it. On a special occasion, I do sometimes treat my
teenage friends to a gooey chocolate confection. They can take it. But it’s not a special occasion every time we can find a
convenient excuse. If every event is celebrated with chocolate
or candy, a lot of calories are going to find a home around
somebody’s waist. |